march + april wrap up

hey, it’s the world’s most inconsistent blogger! march and april have been super hectic months and in between landing a new job, reading everything i can get my hands on and breaking my tailbone i’ve not really had a whole lot of time or energy for blogging. that said, i have come up with a thousand posts that i want to work on, so i’m hoping to get my groove back.

let’s take a whirwind tour of march and april…

– books i read –

  • smashed – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – classic Ito, what more can be said?
  • anne at green gables – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – this was sweet, but i don’t think i’m going to continue on with the series.
  • the death of vivek oji – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – the writing style is immense, but some parts of the storyline just didn’t sit right with me. incest storylines make me want to vomit.
  • the strange tale of panorama island – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – the art style here was incredible (!!!) and i could pore over it for hours. i think if i were more familiar with the original story, i’d have enjoyed it more so I hope to revisit it after doing so.
  • shooting an elephant – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – an interesting collection of essays, with the titular essay being a little more literal than expected.
  • notting hill carnival – ⭐⭐ – this was a fast read, but not particularly compelling. there’s no life to the carnival and not even a wisp of chemistry between sapphire and apollo.
  • paul cezanne: painting people – ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – a speedy exploration of his portraiture work, cannot recommend enough!
  • later – ⭐⭐⭐ – ehhh. pretty middle of the road for king. i was expecting more as the other hard case titles have been excellent.
  • notes on camp – ⭐⭐⭐ – interesting enough, but these kind of essays hurt my head as they’re just so damn dated.
  • they do it with mirrors – ⭐⭐⭐ – a satisfying read, but just that.
  • bestiary – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – bestiary’s are so funny and for what?
  • poems – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – a lovely collection of poetry.
  • a suspension of mercy – ⭐⭐⭐ – this is my second foray into highsmith outside of the ripley series. i didn’t care much for the characters but it was a fun ride.
  • fascism and democracy – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – i was clearly having a moment with orwell. he’s a class essayist.
  • lost dog and other stories – ⭐⭐⭐ – it was okay, not particularly memorable.
  • swimming in the dark – ⭐⭐⭐ – i think i’d overhyped this and so was immensely underwhelmed. the writing was also weak as hell.
  • lambeth palace library – ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐- love, love, loved! this was insightful, well structured and just a good time.
  • her body and other parties – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – i’m not sure why i didn’t give this five starts tbh. i feel like this is a collection of essays that i’ll revisit time and time again.
  • titian – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – titian is so cool, but the font size in this gave me a headache.
  • cheer up: love and pompoms – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – super sweet, but a little rushed. i hope there’s another volume to add some extra depth.
  • three types of solitude – ⭐⭐⭐ – i guess kubrick got more out of this than me.
  • the story of a fierce bad rabbit – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • 2bro2b – ⭐⭐⭐ – pretty mediocre.
  • the tale of mr. jeremy fisher – ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • the tale of two bad mice – ⭐⭐⭐
  • the tale of jemima puddle duck – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • the tale of the flopsy bunnies – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • the tale of squirrel nutkin – ⭐⭐⭐
  • cecily parsley’s nursery rhymes – ⭐⭐⭐
  • the tale of samuel whiskers or the roly poly pudding – ⭐⭐⭐
  • the tailor of gloucester – ⭐⭐⭐
  • the tale of benjamin button – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • the tale of peter rabbit – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • the tale of tom kitten – ⭐⭐⭐
  • robin hood and his merry men – ⭐⭐⭐ – i wish i cared more for robin hood.
  • a journey to the end of the russian empire – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – chekhov is actually hilarious. cannot wait to read the full collection of his leeters.
  • she’s my knight vol. 1 – ⭐⭐⭐- a pretty average start but i’m intrigued to see where this goes and what other tropes they explore/flip.
  • the sprite and the gardener – ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – i want a copy of my own immediately!!!! this is such a gorgeous piece, and everyone should read it!
  • the sentinel – ⭐⭐ – reacher is merely a caricature of himself, maybe it’s time to leave the series behind.
  • the anti-slavery alphabet – ⭐⭐⭐ – an interesting piece in its historical context.
  • the absurd abc – ⭐⭐⭐ – idk why but i cannot stop reading these abc’s whenever i see them.
  • the tale of mrs tiggy-winkle – ⭐⭐⭐
  • those snow white notes vol. 1 – ⭐⭐⭐ – average. i’ll leave the series here.
  • antigone, oedipus the king and electra – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – another old, dead funny man.
  • oedipus at colonus – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – absolutely rate this too.
  • the recognition of sakuntala – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – i had no idea what this was going in, and i was blown away. it was hilarious, like, the kind of funny where you have to read it aloud to someone else just to affirm it.
  • the complete poems of thomas hardy – ⭐⭐⭐- 15 months on, and i’ve now read every poem that good old mr hardy published. my favourite is still neutral tones, and i think this man should cap every poem at 16 lines.
  • take a hint, dani brown – ⭐⭐ – i didn’t enjoy get a life, chloe brown, and yet i was compelled to finish it. i didn’t enjoy this either, but again, i felt compelled to finish it. i’ll probably give the act your age, eve brown a whirl just to try and figure out why i can’t stop reading these books.
  • don quixote – ⭐⭐⭐ – this was a s l o g but i finished it after like 7 weeks but hey, now i can understand every text that references it!
  • hot stew – ⭐⭐ – ugh don’t you just love shitty white ‘feminist’ analyses of sex work and gentrification. let’s just forget that intersectionality is a thing and make sex workers seem like idiots that aren’t even smart enough to work at tesco. great job fiona! 🙃
  • the last thing to burn – ⭐⭐⭐ – an interesting concept that was poorly executed.
  • my policeman – ⭐⭐- what a waste of my time. harry styles had better make this film worth my while.
  • boys run the riot vol. 1 – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – i need the next vol immediately!!!!
  • concrete rose – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – i liked being back in the gardens, but this felt a little rushed and left me with unanswered questions.
  • the gaybcs – ⭐⭐⭐ – for something that’s supposed to be wholesome and inclusive, the mark was missed quite a few times.
  • frankenstein – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – a pretty cool interpretation of frankenstein but i wish it had been a longer exploration of the story as it was less than half the volume and so much more could have been done with it.
  • junji ito’s dissolving classroom – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – a classic display of ito’s style of repetition excelling.
  • frgaments of horror – ⭐⭐⭐ – really could’ve done without the transphobia in magami nanakuse.
  • remina – ⭐⭐⭐ – a little cosmic horror. obviously the art was amazing but the characters and story sucked.
  • the hill we climb: an inaugural poem – ⭐⭐⭐ – on paper this just felt lacklustre.
  • electra and other plays – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – might just make being a sophocles stannie my new identity ❤️
  • the tales of ise – ⭐⭐⭐⭐- i wish the tales and poems had been better integrated, the flipping got real annoying real quick. the tales themselves though were fantastic and i loved that i could just dip in and out of this.
  • blood on the tracks vol. 1 – ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – i literally gasped out loud, i need the rest of the series immediately.
  • plays and fragments – ⭐⭐ – the translation of this was so colloquial and trying to be #cool.
  • one punch man vol. 1 – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – a very solid 4 star series.
  • vintage murakami – ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – this is a murakami reader, so i only read the short stories which were new to me and they were excellent!!! can’t wait to pick up the new collection he just put out!!
  • discourse on the origin of inequality – ⭐⭐⭐- this felt like it was 1000 pages long, but for the most part i agree.
  • one punch man vol. 2 – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • one punch man vol. 3 – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • one punch man vol. 4 – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • one punch man vol. 5 – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • one punch man vol. 6 – ⭐⭐⭐⭐
  • venus in the blind spot – ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – the human chair 🤩 edogawa ranpo’s story with ito’s visuals is an event!! what a cracking time
  • classic poetry: an illustrated collection – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – very wholesome.
  • sweet sweet revenge ltd. – ⭐⭐⭐ – after loving the charm of the hundred-year old man, this just missed the mark for me as i absolutely loathed the characters.
  • drinking – ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – an excellent collection of short stories, ‘the swimmer’ remains my firm favourite though and you should definitely read it immediately.
  • dragman – ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – i picked this graphic novel up on a whim from dave’s comics in brighton, mostly being sold on the title alone. it’s well worth a read, and the art is amazing!!
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have you read any of these? what were your thoughts?

end of year tbr

my book buying habits may have gotten somewhat out of hand…

i started 2020 with 285 books on my tbr, and now i’m at 408, with 270 of those having been purchased this year. 270! what is wrong with me?

in an effort to tidy this number up, and get it into the slightly more manageable 300 range, i’ve complied an end of year tbr. it’s kind of ambitious, but given that i have nothing else to do but apply for jobs, i think i can handle it.

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this tbr is split into two parts, the first (below, on the left) is everything that i’ve already started and need to finish. there’s not much to be said about this pile, i just need to get on with it. the books i’ll be reading as part of this pile are:

  • tell me how long the train’s been gone – james baldwin
  • don quixote –  miguel de cervantes
  • the decameron – giovanni boccaccio
  • the clergyman’s daughter – george orwell
  • the complete short stories: volume one – roald dahl
  • mansfield park – jane austen
  • waverley – walter scott
  • the collected poems – thomas hardy
  • medieval woman – ann baer

the second part of my tbr is books i’m actually excited to get to! it’s not that i lack enthusiasm for those in the first half, but if i was truly excited about them, i’d have probably finished them earlier this year.

winter holiday – arthur ransome

who doesn’t love a good wintry read in the build up to christmas? i’m somewhat concerned that this is the fourth book in the swallows and amazons series, but hopefully i’ll be able to dip in and enjoy it nonetheless.

christine – stephen king

i’ve drifted away from king this year which is expected after the duds i’ve enountered, but also pretty annoying as i still have 16 of his books on my shelves. i’m hoping that christine will re-ignite some sort of passion so that i can make my way through them.

the eaten heart: unlikely tales of love – giovanni boccaccio

this collects together 11 tales from the decameron, and it’s here just in case i can’t find the time for the decameron!

the best short stories of dostoevsky – fyodor dostoevsky

the latter half of this year has been filled with short story collections and i couldn’t resist this lovely little edition. i love dostoevsky’s style, and it’ll be interesting to see how he approaches writing short narratives.

the penguin book of japenese verse

i’ve absolutely loved exploring the early japanese canon this year! i’m hoping that this will help to broaden my horizons so that i can figure out who i’d like to read more from in 2021.

les misérables – victor hugo

this was on my list of classics to read in 2020. hopefully the seventh times the charm!

anna karenin – leo tolstoy

uhh why did nobody tell me that i’d love tolstoy? i’ve devoured a bunch of his shorter works this year so it’s time to tackle a tome now!

the three musketeers alexandre dumas

i haven’t stopped thinking about this book since i got it last weekend! it’s a lot longer than i expected, but if it’s anything like the count of monte cristo it’ll only take me a few days to get through.

imaginary friend – stephen chbosky

i’ve been a little apprehensive about reading this as it’s so chunky compared to perks of being a wallflower. whilst i do enjoy tomes, i absolutely hate bloated books (yes, i’m looking at you king). that said, it’s time to give this a fair shot as i’m in the mood for a horror after a long run of thrillers.

born to run – bruce springsteen

this is the book that i’m least excited for, it’s kinda just been hanging out on my shelves. i haven’t really got any expectations for it, and if i hate it, it’s fine because it was free from our book exchange.

slow saturday

I think I’m finally getting used to having my weekends free. I’m no longer feeling guilty for having nothing planned and choosing to stay in.

This Saturday I had the absolute joy of waiting in for a new washing machine to be delivered, I didn’t have to wait too long though as they turned up before I’d even gotten out of bed. Queue me trying to not only get down our very steep stairs, but also trying to get some leggings on so I’d be somewhat presentable when I opened the door. It was a fool’s errand though as I managed to put my pants on both inside out and back to front.

I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited to have a working washing machine. I did seven loads, and in between doing these I took a stroll around Kingston. There’s something rather stress inducing about being in town on a Saturday. My stress is the result of other people rushing about and, if you’re on Eden Street, screaming at other people to move.

I mostly stuck to charity shops, where I found some absolute steals which I’ll talk about later, and Wilko’s. I also got a haircut, and immediately regretted going in. They’re a lovely bunch in there, but they’re very overwhelming and I’m not really a fan of being call sexy or beautiful whilst someone’s shaving my head.

On my way out of town, I saw a lovely little stool with a tapestry top outside the antique store, and I immediately fell in love with it. By now, I’ve watched approximately one million DIY furniture restorations and I could see the piece in our house. I had to leave it though, and went home with the promise that if I still wanted it when I got back, I’d go and get it.

Ten minutes later, I was on my way back out – I couldn’t even bring myself to peg up the load of laundry that had just finished. I practically skipped to the store and picked up the stool, it was a bargain for £10! I also found a book on Old English Churches. It was a little on the expensive side at £5, but I let it slide.

Without further ado, here’s my next project:

I’ll probably take it back to Birmingham with me next time I go and work on it with my dad; I have no useful tools here. It also gives me some time to decide if I want to attempt to clean the design and keep it on the stool, or frame it and instead create something new for the stool.

As I mentioned, I made a few exciting purchases in charity shops. They’re all classics except for the Steinbeck and Covici book which is about the relationship between the two and is a non-fiction piece.

I was particularly excited about Paradise Lost as my copy is an old Penguin edition and an absolute state as it was used as a reference text during my degree. I hope that I’ll be able to take some time this year to give it a re-read, or I guess complete read as I’m not sure I finished it.

I got all of these at Oxfam, and whilst I’d usually not visit this branch as it’s generally much more expensive than it should be, (the four books cost me £11.98!) I felt like a change of scenery, and once your heart is set on a book – or four – you can’t really leave it behind.

After getting home and trying to organise my books, I’ve realised how out of hand my collection has gotten in such a short space of time. I’ve gone from having room for extras to stacking piles on top of my shelves, and requiring an extra shelf.

My current book count is 150, if we exclude cookbooks and craft reference books because they’re going nowhere. The vast majority of my books are unread as I’m not that sentimental when it comes to them. I’m only likely to keep a book if I will re-read it, or need it to reference at a later date and it’s not easily accessible.

Still, 150 is excessive. Or, at least it is for me. My goal in January was to have 50 books by the time I moved out of this house in August, but instead, I’ve worked my way towards doubling the number of books I have.

My plan is now to stop acquiring books until I’ve gotten rid of at least forty. I’m definitely not just going to discard books; I want to read everything I own.

Hopefully Sunday will be as relaxing as today. I want to organise my NetGalley reads and sort out some kind of plan of action for reviewing the books I’ve read so far.

I’d also quite like to create a plan for my blog posts and try to get some structure into them. I guess I’ll see how it goes.

Let me know how your weekend has been!